I’m No Angel

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I don’t know but this is just me. It’s very hard to comprehend, very irrationale but it’s in me ever since I’m in this world. I don’t think I can ever change. You know… The kind of feeling when you meet somebody and immediately your instinct tells you that “Hmm… I like this person”/”Shit! I hate him/her” even before you get to know him/her or even before he/she utters the first word to you? He/She had never even offended you but you had already form negative feelings towards him/her straight away?

I’m this kind of person. I don’t know why. From then on, I will try to avoid being in the same place as that person or even involve in anything that related to him/her because if I do, my blood will boil without any reason and I can get really “TULAN” until I can be very hostile to him/her even boycott anything that related to him/her. So to avoid this to happen, I will stay as far away as possible with that person.

The good thing about this instinct is that most of the time, it protects me from getting hurt but sometimes the feelings will also affect those around me especially when that person is related to another person that I like. I really can’t help it. It happens to me now! -_-“

Not only that, I’m quite a revengeful person. If you hurt me, I’m going to make sure that I hurt you even more; If you are good to me, I’m going to be super duper good to you. It goes the same if you are bad to my friends or family. You hurt them, I’m going to hurt you even more. As simple as that. As a Christian, we are told to be a forgiving person but I fail miserably in this chapter. *LOL* I’m so sorry lar… I really cannot see those that are close to me getting hurt. Those that hurt my close ones stand no chance to be forgiven if they don’t change; If they do change, then I will forgive them.

You can see that these 2 traits are quite contradicting when it comes to certain scenarios. Nevermind about that, it’s very hard for me to explain. *SIGH* Due to that instinct, I guess I really hurt the other person’s feelings very badly 🙁 today. I really can’t help it! I can’t control it! What should I do? Apologize? Or act as if nothing had happened before? *SIGH*

Heart Matters

Maybelline Unstoppable Mascara

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Let me get this straight! This is not an advert! I’m not paid to blog for this.

I started to wear Maybelline Unstoppable Mascare since last year end. I had taken photos of it when I reached home after bought them from Watsons but strangely I couldn’t find them anywhere hmm… so I had to look for photos from the Internet.

Maybelline claimed that this mascara can lengthen your eyelashes as much as 50%, and it’s smudge-proof. Many girls sure wish to have lengthy eyelashes, they go all way to get it such as getting eyelashes extension, fake lashes or using mascara to achieve the effect. I’m not that crazy about the length of eyelashes however I cannot deny that long eyelashes with nice curve are pretty. The most important thing for me is smudge-proof.

Carol applied this mascara for me last year for my photo shoots at Alvin’s. Black color was used. Amazingly… It didn’t smudge at all after the mid-day shoot in the studio and after one whole afternoon under the hot sun. I was sweating profusely and the makeup melted but I didn’t get panda eyes at the end of the day even though had it on since the morning! Cool! From then on, I told myself to get this mascara when my old one finished or when it’s time to chuck away.

I don’t always apply mascara unless I need to attend functions or meeting clients(only when I have enough time to get ready before meeting them) else they are bare. I don’t use eyelash curler, usually I only apply 1 coat of mascara, sometimes 2, depends on my mood.


I applied 1 coat in this photo. So… Does Unstoppable lengthen my eyelashes? From the photos… It seems no difference. What do you think?


How about this? Seems lengthened a bit but not 50%. However, I was surprised by the curling effect. I didn’t expect it to curl my eyelashes but it did! Without eyelash curler summore!! Oh… It’s dark brown mascara instead of black. I’ve been using it for quite sometimes now and I dare to say that IT IS REALLY SMUDGE PROOF!!!

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About Sweet Surrender v8.0

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This new blog using WP is up for 2 weeks already and I had not said anything much about it except complaining about how hard it was to upload and also the lack of idea on the design. Till now, I still don’t have any idea yet for the design yet -_-“

If you had noticed that I have quite a number of Commercial Breaks in between posts. I know some of you might not like it but I have my reason. However, if you still can’t accept it, well… I guess you can leave. No one forces you to stay anyway.

I had signed up with PPP because I would love to blog for money as I don’t get fixed income with the job I’m doing currently. I’m self employed and as most of you know that I work as a web designer/developer or whatever you called it, basically I’m providing web developing related services such as selling domain names, hosting, develop websites etc. to companies/individuals. Sometimes, I don’t have any income at all in a month. Therefore, I have to find a way to make extra money. Even though I had sign up for PPP and I can take up any opportunity offered in there, I still make sure that I don’t take it just for the sake of making money from it. I still filter them and only take up those that are of my interest; that I understand and related to me. If you would like to be part of PPP, you can sign up here

As for Adsense, it’s been there ever since last year. Just that this year I have more. Again… I’m attempting to make extra income. If you want Adsense too, then sign up for Adsense here.

Also, see the PixelAd on the right? I’m sharing this PixelAd with Jimmy. So, if you do buy it, you will have your ad display in not only my site but also Jimmy’s. His traffic is way much higher than mine. You can advertise in 2 sites with only one payment and we have different type of audiences too so your ad will be exposed to wider group of people. Kill two birds with one stone, why not?

I’m thinking of putting the Paypal Donate button too but I don’t think I will do that as it’s just not me. I don’t feel good by accepting people’s donation for not offering anything back. Hence with all the ads and PPP in my blog that at least I’m offering something back rather than getting money without doing anything. *LOL*I don’t think anyone will donate anyway 😛

I will get my Cafepress online shop back up when I have the time to do so though I only manage to sell two things only with the profit of USD4 for so many years. My USD4 is still stuck in there until now as the minimum withdrawal is USD20. If you are interested to be one of the member too, feel free to sign up and sell your artwork there! 🙂

Enough about making money. Actually I still have a lot to blog but I don’t have the time yet. If you noticed all my posts are kinda short with mostly photos that do the talking. There are too may things to settle.

Long winding post huh? Hate me if you want to. I’ll stop here.*BLEK*

Bulletin Board

My First Pancakes

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After making the waffles, I think we must make pancakes with the Pancake Mix else it would feel like something isn’t right. 😛

Same ingredients, same measurements, 1 cup of Pancaka Mix and 3/4 cup of water, and mix them well.

Instead of using the waffle maker, use a pan or skillet.

Instructions:
1. Heat the pan or skillet with a small amount of oil, estimated aboout 2 tablespoons of cooking oil or shortenings. NO BUTTER! DO NOT USE BUTTER! I tried it twice and the results were disappointing.
2. When the oil is hot enough, pour the batter into the pan or skillet. When the top bubbled, check to see whether the bottom can be lifted up or not. If it can, then flip it.

* I’m not good in flipping pancake or omelette hence the result is what you see here 😛

3. Serve it with butter and honey or with anything that you like.
The final result… Ugly pancake. Hahahah…

My Kitchen

My First Waffles

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Bought Pankcake Mix the other day. Decided to do waffles with it as the box stated that we can make waffles from it. I did it for my breakfast.

Here’s the ingredients:
1 cup of Pancake Mix
3/4 cup of water

Instructions:
1. Mix the Pancake Mix with water. Make sure they are well mixed.
2. Pour the batter into the waffle maker.

3. When it’s done, the green light will on.

4. Take the waffle out. Serve with butter and honey or anything that you like.
* The top wasn’t nice but the bottom was so nice! I’m not sure why. I had 3 attempts and this was the best I could get. What’s wrong with it? Hmm…

My Kitchen