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Category: Heart Matters

Matters of the Heart.

Moscato Nights

Posted on December 28, 2011December 30, 2011 By sweet surrender No Comments on Moscato Nights

Had moscato nights since after exam.

First, it was on 10th Dec. SF gave WM and I a bottle of Oliver’s Taranga Small Batch Wines 2011 Moscato before she went back to Malaysia. Both WM and I decided to have it before WM catch the very early morning flight back to Malaysia. She stayed over at my place. We celebrated the end of exam.

We started to drink around 12am. One bottle, two girls shared. We thought we couldn’t finish the bottle in a night but apparently it’s not that much.

Then, at around 2am, another two friends came to my apartment after attending their friend’s bucks night. Frankly, I really enjoyed the night especially with someone who had showered me with all the affections I need but at the same time, he confused me heaps! I guess it was all due to the influence of alcohol he drank earlier on before coming over. It’s hard to know whether it’s real or otherwise. I didn’t dare to inquire about the actions when we met few days later for lunch because it might be embarassing or might give him a hard time since he might not remember about it. If I asked, it might feel like I’m attacking him instead I told him he was annoying when he asked me whether he’s funny or not that night -.-” how silly can I be?!?! I made thing worst!

Then, few days after that, again, I guess my acts turned him off when he paid me a visit sigh… I wasn’t feeling well and I didn’t know how to tell him because I’m not good at that. I’m “trained” all these years to be strong, be independent and not to bombard someone I like/love with negative things because I don’t want them to worry about me due to the type of relationships I had previously. I pretended that I’m okay but ended up as if I’m giving him a cold shoulder the whole night. I really do know how to screw things up. Then again, I do have some suspicions as well. I have this feelings that he might not be single but I never asked. It’s so confusing really… Oh well… After the visit few days ago, I guess it’s over… Time to move on?

The second round, it was on 22/12, it was winter solstice but another girl friend and I drank for Christmas *LOL* I didn’t know my friend wanted to drink because of Christmas instead of winter solstice ;p All these while I thought it was for winter solstice. Apparent she didn’t know it was winter solstice that day.

She bought a bottle of Gossips Moscato Sweet Lips, double brie cheese, avocado, and water crackers. I love the cheese! Found my favourite cheese. YUM! Too bad I don’t remember or take note of the brand of the cheese. All I know is that it’s quite expensive, AUD40+ per 1kg (it was on special). The moscato was very SWEET but surprising cheap! Only AUD5.99 for 750ml! Alcohol here is much cheaper than other drinks here.

There you go… Two moscato nights with the girls.

Finding Myself - Adelaide, Food Porn, Heart Matters, Personal Events

20112011

Posted on November 20, 2011 By sweet surrender 3 Comments on 20112011

Nice date today! Also, my watch is dead! Battery runs out *LOL* It had stopped working since 00:00:46! I woke up this morning almost gave me a heart attack thought I overslept but apparently it’s only 7am ;p

Sigh… Today found out that two of my very first friends in Adelaide are leaving and by chance they both are heading to the same place, Perth! What a coincidence! Also, they both found their other half at almost the same time. Yet… Me? I’m still here, still hunting, still searching, still trying to discover my destiny. Just sent one off just now. Another one… Might not be seeing him anymore until maybe when one day I go to Perth.

No reply from Korea yet regarding the scholarship. Still waiting… Quite scary… If I don’t get it, it will mean I’m going home reeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal soon! I just arrived and now need to prepare to leave, gosh! I want to stay longer 🙁 Life just started to get interesting and I’m leaving soon even though there’s about 7 months more to go but I’m already here for almost 8 months. See how fast it went without realizing it?

I’m supposed to go to uni computer pool for my usual routine but decided I’ll just stay home because it’s already 5pm, the most I’ll stay until 7pm, time too short to do much thing. Feel a bit down too with the news I’m getting. Sigh…

That’s all for today. It’s Monday tomorrow, new week is coming, exam is nearer too. Then Christmas will be here, then 2012 will come. ARG!

Take care everyone! Enjoy the final months of 2011.

Finding Myself - Adelaide, Heart Matters, Randomness

How “Clever”

Posted on October 9, 2011October 9, 2011 By sweet surrender No Comments on How “Clever”

Sigh… Such feelings sucks to the max.

I’m here to escape the reality I’m facing back home, now here… It’s the same thing happening here. Less than 6 months ago, I got to know them, we were in the same boat. Now… They are going to the next phase of life in less than 2 months. Both at the same time! I’m again the only one not progressing. This was exactly how I felt when I was back home.

Everyone is going to the next phase one by one and yet I’m still stuck in the same damn phase. What a “clever” solution for coming here to escape the reality. It sure bites.

Where are you? OH! How desperate?!?! Hahaha… Well… I guess I shouldn’t be looking too hard, “he” will come when you least expected it but then… Reality still bites. I’m running out of time. Not the biological clock. I meant my stay here… I’m already here for 6 months! I’m half way tru’ my program. Time sure flies.

Oh yea… You cannot escape the reality no matter where you go…

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Happy Birthday 2011 to Me

Posted on September 4, 2011 By sweet surrender 4 Comments on Happy Birthday 2011 to Me

Guess what… Spending my 29th birthday in the uni’s computer pool doing revision. How cool is that? Gonna be very busy this coming week to prepare for exam, might not be updating this blog for quite awhile. It’s a good thing I have uni coursemates here with me here even though they are all busy with their work. I thought I will be alone here. My initial plan was to print voucher for my free birthday lunch from Subway then head home after getting lunch instead I decided to go back to the computer pool to study. Later in the day, surprisingly many uni mates came to complete their assignments and do revision. Even though there’s no celebration, at least they wish me happy birthday. Something different compared to previous year.

Went to the Royal Adelaide Show yesterday and it was great! Bought a CLEO showbag cost AUD18 with the content worth AUD150+. It’s pretty worth it. Will share everything with you when free. Was there for about 10 hours, my feet were so painful, standing and walking most of the time. Did not feel like going home after that, all I wanted was to stay out with friends. I hate to stay home now, I feel very pathetic and lonely so computer pool is my second home now. Spent at least 6 hours here almost everyday.

Today I found out that apparently I am no longer consider a friend to somebody. We’re now more of a stranger or someone that this person will prefer to avoid. It hurts because I’m really sincere to want be a friend to this person even after what had happened a month ago but it’s all just plain bull shit! Not even a birthday wish or even bother to respond to me. Anyway, life still goes on. This person had made me realized how narrow my social circle is and now I become so damn social! Know almost every frequent users of the computer pool. I wasn’t this social even back home. In a way, it’s good because I got to know so many new friends from Russia, China, Taiwan, India, Pakistan, and Malaysia.

Oh well… Time to go back to study again and WTF! Why switch on the aircon! It’s so damn cold today!

Talk to you all later with interesting posts. Cheers!

Finding Myself - Adelaide, Heart Matters, Personal Events

Please Stop!

Posted on August 25, 2011August 27, 2011 By sweet surrender No Comments on Please Stop!

GOSH! Time is flying sooooooo fast! Please stop!! I’ve been spending my time in the computer pool these days a lot, way beyond my usual time. Usually I would head back before 6pm, now I’ll stay till after 6pm, these two days, I stayed till after 9.30pm just to try to work on my assignment which I should complete within this week because I need to start preparing for exam next week, no exam break some more. Exam will be around mid September. I’m not the last minute type, I need at least 2 weeks to prepare for exam. It felt like I had just started my second study period(back in July) and now it’s ending! Then, after exam, no holiday, it’s a new study period again.

I know I won’t be doing much of my assignment at home, so I forced myself to stay back in the computer pool to work on it. Besides, there’s nothing to look forward to when going home unlike last time and will only feel sorry for myself. Soooo pathetic. Not asking for more, all I want is to head home to have someone to look forward to or at least a phone call to wait. Sigh… So used to have someone around whenever I need ever since I’m here, now I’m alone again… Trying to realign my life and realized that how narrow my social circle here is. In the process of trying to expand it by trying to get myself involve in as many things as possible. Even when I’m not busy, I pretend to be busy. That’s so pathetic don’t you think?

My meal time is screwed too. Well… That’s because I went there after work (work ended after 2.30pm), had my lunch in the computer pool at around 3.30pm. Then, when reached home, it’s almost 10pm, after cooking, eating, watching a bit of TV to relax and showered, it’s already 12am.

Skin condition isn’t that great too, tiny little pimples are popping up here and there. Sigh… It’s not an easy study period and coupled with some personal problems, it’s making it worst. Even though I do have two friends (suffering same problem as I do ;p) who can share my ups and downs with, still some of the things still need time.

Today is the graduation day of uni. It got me thinking whether I should apply for tourist visa after my study so that I can attend the graduation. This will mean I will get to stay till October 2012, if I calculate it correctly hahaha… I missed my bachelor degree’s graduation, I’m not sure I want to miss my post graduate’s. Some more, this is different because it’s not in Malaysia. Also, I’m not sure whether should I go on to do another 4 subjects to get a Master because of one subject, that’s accounting! Things will be easier if it’s not for moolah issue ;p

Anyway, I must head to bed now. Been sleeping at around 1am these days and wake up around 8am but will sleep back until 10am when there’s no class to attend -.-” Bad, bad, bad… Oh well… Only during Fridays and Saturdays because these are the days I have no classes and work.

Enjoy the weekend everyone! I’ll be just at home slaving away to do my assignment.

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