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Category: Heart Matters

Matters of the Heart.

Mixed Feelings

Posted on July 8, 2012July 10, 2012 By sweet surrender 6 Comments on Mixed Feelings

It seems like I’ll be having what I’ve always wanted but at the same time I’m worry about it because I don’t have much time left here. Even though there’s more than 6 months left (if unlucky, then less than 6 months!) still it will be over extremely soon!

As simple as what it should be happening now. I should be at home now for good because my previous visa expires on 30th June. If I didn’t continue my study, I would be blogging from home and maybe worrying about what to do next as I’m really dread to have to start all over again and I feel like I’m going back to where I was 1 1/4 year ago, no difference. Also, I didn’t get to achieve much and didn’t even get the chance to travel but stuck in Adelaide. Believe it! I’m here for more than a year yet I haven’t venture out of South Australia -.-”

Now that I’m still here since I changed my program, my visa will expire in March 2013. Judging from how things are going on now, things are getting interesting and it’s gonna pose a huge challenge for me for sure, it’s will no longer be about just me but another person too. My life will take a change of course for either better or worst. Happy but worry at the same time. If lucky, I’ll get to stay till the end of my visa, if not then I must leave in December due to the immigration restriction (long story…). Else, I might be staying here for good if things are taking another turn but it’s a bit too soon for it. Then again we never know where life will take us to. All we hope is for the best.

*Fingers cross*

Finding Myself - Adelaide, Heart Matters

Intense Week

Posted on June 24, 2012June 28, 2012 By sweet surrender 4 Comments on Intense Week

What an intense week!

Exam on Monday night. Wrote till my pinky finger blister! Can you believe that? Hahaha… Don’t ask me why that finger, I myself got no idea also and was surprised by it.

Then, rushed to get my assignment done. Thought I finally got it done on Friday night, so happy! Who knows… My lecturer finally replied my e-mail on Friday night, few minutes before midnight, regarding things that I asked her 2 days ago and I found out I’m not doing what she wants. GOSH! It’s due on Monday. So I had to redo it, luckily the research I did for the past 3 weeks still can be used to certain extent. So I spent about 6 hours in uni to do it on Saturday. First time did my assignment till 10pm. Then, today, skipped church and went to uni to continue again. Finally finish it after 5 hours of playing games and researching ;p Not the best, not that satisfied with it but at least I’m almost on the right track as there are still some parts which I had difficulty incorporating into the assignment. Oh well… At least not as bad as the original one that I did. Hopefully I can get at least a Credit. Guess another Distinction gone…

Also, on the personal front. I decided to clean up my act for a new chapter. I felt bad and guilty for one whole week. Finally I broke the news and still feel a bit bad. Maybe it’s not a big deal but it’s just me, I’m such a kind girl and I’m so afraid to hurt people especially in breaking a bad news.

Hopefully my life will change to a positive direction and this will determine where I will be in my future. Hoping for the best. I have about half year plus here only. Gonna try to apply for PR here for sure.

That’s all for now. Another busy week coming. Next week class will start again. No break at all. At least I’ll be in Brisbane this coming 22 July-25 July for a long deserved holiday.

Half year almost gone… Take care!

Heart Matters, Randomness

Opsss… No update

Posted on June 14, 2012 By sweet surrender 4 Comments on Opsss… No update

Hehehe… No update lately. I’ve been pretty busy with asssignments, exam preparations, and also hanging out with friends.

Exam will be next Monday. Then, one final assignment due one week later, luckily for extension. However, it’s not an easy one. Very confusing assignment.

In the mean time, I think there’s a potential. I think I must trust my gut this time but at the same time I’m quite confused and afraid as I might loss one for another even though the former has got no future at all. Sigh… I kind of enjoying the fun but at the same time, I want the stability. I really don’t want to burn any bridge here πŸ™ Maybe it’s not as bad as I thought but with the situation, it’s quite hard to not think negatively.

Anyway, concentrate on exam first.

Heart Matters, Randomness

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Posted on May 26, 2012June 10, 2012 By sweet surrender

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May!

Posted on May 1, 2012May 1, 2012 By sweet surrender 2 Comments on May!

Sigh… It’s May already! Half of 2012 is going to be gone in 2 months time! My stay here is ending really soon! One more study period to go. Then I’m done with my Masters. I still haven’t decide whether to go for PhD or not. I don’t feel like going back. If I didn’t change my program, I would have graduated last month and now busy with preparations to go home some time end of June this year. If I’m not going to continue after Maste degree, then I will go back for good next year early February. There seems to be still quite a fair bit of time left but trust me! It’s not at all. I really cannot imagine myself preparing to go home for good! Freak the hell out of me!

I don’t want to go back so soon is not because I don’t like Kuching, I love it. Just that I’ve been spending almost 3 decades there, I need to experience something different. I still have a lot to discover and learn. There’s no such opportunities if I go back home. Well… You can always say I can always experience different thing in other cities in Malaysia or Singapore but these places are just not where I want to be. It’s either home or here (Australia in general).

The only way for me to stay longer with less money needed is to continue to do PhD. I’m still not very sure I will be able to cope with it or my research interest. All still very vague. Anyway, money is evil! If not because of it, I won’t have to struggle whether to stay or not to stay. It’ll make my decision making so much easier.

Weather here is getting cold and wet. It’s miserable aih… Almost all my friends graduated and go home for good. Used to have many friends here but now everyone has gone home. So sad.

Anyway, life still goes on. Struggling with this silly assignment. Never feel so confused and helpless in my study.

Finding Myself - Adelaide, Heart Matters

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