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Blank

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It’s the 6th month of 2009 and 2009 didn’t start out too well for me apart from some lucks in the beginning of the year and that’s it. I haven’t got any in recent months but tonnes and tonnes of uncertainties. It’s getting worst each day. It drains almost everything out of me mentally and emotionally. Some days I am positive but most days I’m very negative. I’m lacking of motivation too.

So sorry to have to let you read this post on the first day of the sixth month of 2009. I’m running out of thing to blog and I got nothing much to do even though I do have things to do because I’m not in the mood to do anything. This is the most boring Gawai I ever had.

Time like this, you wish your darling will be with you. People are crazily spending time like this with their darlings and showing off to people that they have their darlings with them everywhere they go. Yet… You… Just starring in jealousy. That’s why it is better to stay at home and face the 4 walls rather than going out bumping into those couples. I’m bitter! So what! You can’t control me for not being bitter anyway.

Sigh… Believe it or not? I spent my time playing games from 11am+ until now! Along the way, I downloaded some games also. Only these can free my mind from all the negative things and not thinking about anything.

I thought I would be able to be slightly relax after my exam but it’s oh so wrong! It’s even worst. That’s because I could ignore it and concentrate on my exam but now I have no more exam to worry about so the problem is taking up 100% of my concentration. Hate such feeling.

Still… I’m blank. Totally blank. I want to feel angry but I just don’t have the anger in me; I want to cry but I just don’t have the sadness to cry; I want to laugh but I got nothing to laugh about; I’m feeling blank… Never been so blank in my life.

I’ve been posting some emo stuffs in facebook and twitter of late. I’m sure many of you notice it. When I meet up with some people, they would ask me how am I doing in a very concerned tone or some would ask whether I’m OK or not. My answer to them is always the same, “Yeap… I’m fine. Nothing much happening. Just busy.” What kind of answer you want me to give? I can’t possibly said that I’m not fine and then start making you listen to my problems. However, thanks for your concern, at least I know that some people still care unlike some people that don’t even bother whether I’m still alive or dead!

Besides, this problem cannot be shared openly. Let me see… Only 4 people know about it but 3 of them do not have the complete story, each of them only know different part of the story. If these 3 people come together, there will be only 75% of the story. Only one person that knows everything. *wink* How I wish this person can free me from all these agonies.

Anyway, Happy Gawai and happy holiday to all of you.

Heart Matters

Mamee Monster

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I’m sure we all are familiar with this. We’ve been eating this packs after packs back then hahaha… I remember this is one junk food that I liked to buy in the school canteen and any grocery store. I’m still eating this once in a while. So do my parents ;p

See how it evolves until how it looks like now. The taste is improved but the size changes a LOT! Seriously A LOT! Now, it’s so small. It’s as big as my palm only, hmm… If you see my hand before then you know how small my palm is ;p About 7cmx5cm, that is how small it becomes. If I’m not mistaken, few years back or even last year when I had it, it’s not this small. Oh… The price increases too.

Size reduced, price increased. Guess that’s how many things are now.

Food Porn

Most Energy Consuming Exam

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First paper today and it’s really a hard work. It’s not very difficult, I’m quite confident in it, so confident that I wrote so much until my hand felt quite painful from gripping the pen. For so many semesters, this is the second subject I wrote so much ;p

First was because I didn’t know what the lecturer was expecting from us so I just wrote everything that I had. This, second one, I had to write a lot because of the mark allocation.

Came home and not long after that felt so hungry and ended up cooking instant noodle and drink a glass of barley water one and a half hour before dinner -.-” I guess I used up too much energy during the exam that’s why *LOL*

Anyway, last paper tomorrow and I think it will be the same also since it’ll be in the same format.

What is your plan for next Monday and Tuesday? For me? I don’t have any plan and there’s no offer also hahaha… Not going back to my mom’s kampung this year for Gawai visiting. So… Nothing much to do. I might just end up in front of the computer staring at the screen. No place to go and not in the mood to do anything too.

Till then… Good night!

Randomness

Food Tasting @ Kim Bay HK-Macau Restaurant

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Just gonna do a quick update. Exam tomorrow!


Went to Kim Bay HK-Macau Restaurant yesterday for food tasting session. Don’t know where this new place is located? It’s at tHe Spring, same row as Silhouette and Food & Tea. Just walk to the end and you will find it.

The following will be all the food that I had tasted, too many. I didn’t stay till the end because there is no end! *LOL* The food kept coming out non-stop. I don’t have any details of the food to share, some might be in the menu, some might not as they were fine tuning it. Today is the soft opening for it. Enjoy the photos….





Food Porn

Duan Wu Jie 2009

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It’s that time of the year again. Chang Festival or also known as duan wu jie in Chinese. Want to know what it’s all about, you can check out my previous post about it.

Actually I’m running out of thing to blog but should have more after my exam. Busy preparing for my exam and there’s so many theories and “big words” this semester ARG! Can’t seem to memorize them well without referring.

Quite busy today. Went to tHe Spring for some food tasting since noon at the going to be opened soon eatery then after that stuffed myself again at tHe Spring Food Bazaar. I’m think I’ve been eating for almost 3 hours straight from one place to another ;p. Thanks for the treat.

Time to go back to memorize and memorize again, too many “big words” to remember aih…

Food Porn, Public Events