Category: Randomness

I’m so blank, empty and random these days. Just seeing my blog you will know ;p

Want to relax yet cannot relax even though no one stop me from doing so.

Want to do something yet don’t have the motivation to do anything even though there are many things to get busy with.

Also quite lost too even though lots of options/opportunities that come to me.

Having sleepless nights too sigh… So many things playing in my mind. Wanted to sleep yet when I closed my eyes, the problems come playing in my mind until I couldn’t sleep. OH NO! My dark circles! 🙁 Screw the problem maker! You are the source of all my problems! If only you don’t exist in this world at all!

Heading towards mid August now! OH MY! SO FAST!

Will be in Singapore from next Monday night and back on Friday evening. Haven’t plan where to go and what to do but a Singaporean friend had offered to do an itinerary for me. I’m waiting for it *LOL*

During the time I’m in Singapore I don’t think I will be updating my blog but will have schedule posts. I’m thinking of organizing a contest during this period of time and the winner will get souvenir from me that I will be getting in Singapore. The schedule posts will be the questions or the clues to the answers. Haven’t think of what kind of questions or clues. Still trying to figure out.

Was cleaning my room just now and saw a thank you card that was sent to me all the way from Perth in February 2005 from my late-bf’s sister and it got me shedding my tears and miss my darling even more. I wish my dream will come true soon. I wish the day will come soon.

That’s all for now.

Woke up this morning, was told that there’s no Internet line.

Oh… Streamyx, why do you like to misbehave when I’m having my exam? It’s not the first time, I notice that whenever it’s my exam day or near my exam, it will start to misbehave. Calling the helpline will make my blood boils and affect my exam mood. Therefore I will only call them after I’m done with my exam.

Called them just now after I got back from my exam, nothing can be done. No line. Did all the standard procedures and still no line. So… Have to rely on unstable Celcom now. The line is slow… Kept changing from one to another.

One down, one more to go, last one tomorrow! Then need to start researching on my coming trip. Not only that, I want to go to shopping malls but I cannot go because I will surely spend money again 🙁 So have to lock myself at home to avoid unnecessary spending. Now my money is really running low sigh… The current economic situation is not helping at all. ARG!

Again, anyone need a private tutor for their primary school going child? Yea… I can only handle one for now ;p I don’t have experience but I dare to say that I can tutor one-to-one pretty well hehehe… Anyone?

One more thing, I really almost got heart attack just now, you know why? I passed up my exam answer sheets and there was one extra sheet of paper with my answers on it that was not stapled because that’s the extra paper I asked for, I thought she would staple it but who knows she put it together along with the other draft papers! Usually they would check with me whether the extra pieces of papers are my answer or not but this one didn’t ask -.-” I thought she knew since exam sheet and draft sheet are different. Luckily I saw what she did and I told her that that’s my answer sheet, if not 4 marks will be gone just like that!

Been pretty busy lately with revision, memorize lots of big words. One subject down(as in memorizing, exam next week), one more to go, I thought it would be easier but who knows it’s harder because there’s much more BIG words than the other one. *sweat* It’s been a very very long time not feeding my brain with so many things, this is not going to be easy.

Think of it in other way, it helps stimulate more brain cells growth which is good. Stop using your brain and one day your brain will be useless ;p

Anyway, woke up one morning(few days ago) and I looked to the sky, the clouds were so beautiful, just like strokes of brushes. I quickly got my phone(camera was in the living room) and took some pictures of the clouds.

Things are pretty tough these days(more days coming…), I’m trying my best to face them. My conclusion is that, if it really happens, there’s nothing much I can do also. Rather than worrying, might as well just do my best, prepared myself for the worst, and have a backup plan. I shouldn’t be too worry, just stay focus and believe in myself. I CAN DO IT! Hopefully… ;p This is how I feel today, who knows I feel another way tomorrow. I’m so the very fickle minded.

Are you going to watch Kuching Festical parade tomorrow? I might be going, we’ll see by then.