Category: Randomness

I’m going to be so random today because I’m feeling very under the weather.

When I’m free, I will feel very guilty because I feel that I must be busy just like anybody else but at the same time I really enjoy doing nothing. So confusing…

Then when I’m busy or have works to do, I’m relieved that I’ll have things to do but at the same time I’ll be all stress out, I’ll feel very suffocating and hoping that I don’t have to do all those works or take up those works. Very confusing right?

I have no idea whether the decisions I made are correct or wise. Should I go? Will I achieve it? Will I have it? Will I get it? Am I waiting for the right one? Am I wasting my time? Very confusing…

Trying to sleep early tonight, watching Nancy Drew on TV and Miami Medical online hahaha… No… I’m not free at all, I still have tonnes to do but I’m not in the mood. Then again, I feel guilty for not doing what I’m supposed to be doing. ARG! Such a confusing girl.

Anyway, public holiday tomorrow, class canceled, going to a party tomorrow night and meet up with some friends after that.

Enjoy your holiday!

In less than half hour, it will be 1st June! It will be Gawai and it also marks the gone of half of 2010. Are you freaking out already? What had you achieved? In no time, 2011 will greet us. Time really flies! It’s as if we just had just welcomed 2010 not too long ago and now half of 2010 is gone.

As for me, I don’t do resolution, I never do one *LOL* I’ll just go where the flow goes. Any achievement so far for me? Hmmm… I don’t set resolution, so is there even an achievement to talk about? Well… At least I had managed to take some steps for my plan next year. All I can do now is hoping that I will not chicken out last minute and hoping that there’s money that will fall from the sky to ease my worries hehehe…

That’s all for now. To those celebrating Gawai, enjoy and have fun. Don’t drink and drive though. We’re not going back to my mom’s kampung this year. Earlier planned trip with my course mates was canceled due to unforeseen circumstances. So I guess I’ll be sitting in front of the computer to finalize my two of my assignments. Nothing much.

Take care!

ARG! Wanted to update something and settle some work before slaving with a project again but suddenly I sneezed non stop since this afternoon! GRRR! I couldn’t concentrate in doing anything and it’s making me very uncomfortable and tired. It’s the sensitive nose acting up again, now… This time… What had triggered it? Somebody misses me too much? Hmmm…

Gonna call it a night now. Sneezing non stop is tiring but can provide great exercise for the abdomen muscles ;p

Oh dear… Out of sudden, so many things that I need to do. Why always like this? When I’m free, I’m really really free until I got nothing much to do. Then when I started to get busy, more works will come in to add on to my workload. The worst thing is that, they all need immediate attention!

OMG! I have only two hands and a brain, how to do all of them in one go especially they are all equally urgent and all need to use a lot of time to complete? GAH! I don’t think I can allocate time to do them one by one because they are all URGENT!

I really don’t know. Just do whatever I can, first come first serve, at least I had warned you before about how busy I am now.

I went missing the whole day, just got home few hours ago and then went out again. Only now I can sit down and online to clear some stuffs.

Went for a road trip this morning with my family. Very bright and sunny, took quite a lot of photos at Lundu and Sematan. Quite satisfied with them. For the first time I saw very blue sea! Usually it’s brownish sea and blue sky but it’s different today. Gonna share lots and lots of photos with you these few days.

While on the way back, it rained and it’s still raining now. It’s much cooler now compare to few days ago.

That’s all for now. So tired and sleepy. Good night!