I’m going to be so random today because I’m feeling very under the weather.
When I’m free, I will feel very guilty because I feel that I must be busy just like anybody else but at the same time I really enjoy doing nothing. So confusing…
Then when I’m busy or have works to do, I’m relieved that I’ll have things to do but at the same time I’ll be all stress out, I’ll feel very suffocating and hoping that I don’t have to do all those works or take up those works. Very confusing right?
I have no idea whether the decisions I made are correct or wise. Should I go? Will I achieve it? Will I have it? Will I get it? Am I waiting for the right one? Am I wasting my time? Very confusing…
Trying to sleep early tonight, watching Nancy Drew on TV and Miami Medical online hahaha… No… I’m not free at all, I still have tonnes to do but I’m not in the mood. Then again, I feel guilty for not doing what I’m supposed to be doing. ARG! Such a confusing girl.
Anyway, public holiday tomorrow, class canceled, going to a party tomorrow night and meet up with some friends after that.
Enjoy your holiday!