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Me, the narcissist.
Today is the first day of November, see the number pattern —> 011110
Back by popular demand! 😛 On this very day, I’m gonna haunt you with my vain photos hehehe…
Here you go… These were taken after LANCÔME TEINT MIRACLE makeover. Only resize the photos. They’re straight out from the camera.
If you don’t like, it’s OK, I didn’t force you to come anyway.
Time flies… I’m turning 28 this year, going to hit 30 in no time! However, I don’t feel like I’m 28, instead I’m only 18 hahaha…
At this age, many of my friends are either engaged, married, have children, climbing up the corporate ladder, buying properties, and so on. Everyone is moving to the next phase of life. One of my friends gave birth to her first child yesterday, just few hours shy away from sharing the same birth date as mine 😉
Me? None of the mentioned. I’m still trying to figure out where I belong to, where I want to end up in life. As many of you know, I have a plan for next year, most know what it’s all about and I’m sure by reading some of my posts you will roughly know too. It will be a turning point for me, trying to discover my strengths and weaknesses by getting out of my comfort zone and trying to figure out where my life should lead me to. I believe there is something out there, something hidden inside of me that is not discovered, I need to find it, that’s why I’m not settling down and there’s no sign of me settling down too, not until I found what I want or what I’m supposed to do. It’s a huge step, I’m going to explore a whole new environment, a whole new life awaiting me. Will I end up with it after the period of time ended or come back to my comfort zone? We will have to see by then.
Remember my IELTS exam? I can’t laugh sigh… I got a phone call yesterday telling me that I have to resit. I thought of changing plan but apparently after doing some research, I have no other option but go back to the initial plan. Sigh… So… I will be resitting IELTS this coming 25th September hopefully will nail it this time. All component 7!!
I’m very worry about writing because the topics are fixed, speaking part I’m quite worry too because I tend to become disoriented if I got too excited+nervous and I would forget about my grammar, run out of vocabulary and “lies”(ideas) just like what happened that time *gulp* Seriously need to overcome this problem. In fact I’m also worry about the listening part, I was lucky the first time, not sure will I be lucky this time around to score almost a perfect 9.
I guess my main problem was being too nervous that day, I hope this time around I will not be so nervous anymore because I’ve been there once and I know what to expect. That’s one expensive “tuition fee”. Have to part with another RM550!! Not cheap! Total will be RM1100, this amount is enough for me to travel to several places or about 1 month rental for next year 🙁 What I’m afraid now is if I still do not get at least 7 for each of the component, I’m seriously in deep shit.
I have more or less 20 days to prepare but after subtracting those days that I will be packed, I have an average of less than a week to prepare 🙁 Then again, I now have problem with how to prepare for the resit. I’m so lost, I have no idea where to start, I’ve exhausted everything I could find and do that time. Am I going to do the preparation the same way? I really don’t know…
Anyway, that’s all for today. Have a great weekend!
Finally shorten my hair ;p Not much, at least shorter than it used to be. The length was below my waistline but because of my natural curls it didn’t seem that long. Can’t stand it anymore, finally got time to cut it today. My last hair cut was more than 6 months ago.
Here you go… No more dyed end also, it’s now my original colour, virgin hair. It was blown dry, my curls will be back after the next wash. It won’t look this long after that 😉
Usually when I cut my hair, there will be some changes to it but nothing much this time ;p just shortened it, still very long right? My brother said it seemed not cut ;p hahaha… No bang too as I feel quite lazy to maintain one and decided to let it grow out.
Wonder should I get it coloured again? Hmmm… Means spend money again, I don’t think I’ll dye it any sooner, no money to spare. Just let it be.
A trolly token for me… If not mistaken, my parents bought this in Scotland. Anyway let’s see what printed on it…
Goddess of Peace, yes… I love peace. I can’t stand people arguing or fighting with each other. Such act freaks me out. Usually I would leave the place immediately if that is happening else I’ll be the one breaking down in there even though it got nothing to do with me.
I only think winning thoughts, yes and no, depending on the situation.
Always finishes a task that I begun, quite true. You can trust me on that. Those who had worked with me before know this. I will make sure I complete the task no matter what, I can’t let it just hang there halfway, I’ll have sleepless nights if I do that. That’s why I think a lot whenever I have another commitment coming. I have to make sure I can complete the current task and make sure I can complete the one coming.
Thoughtful and serene, always thinks of others. Oh hell yes! That’s why I’m always being taken advantage of and also always forget about my own needs. Bad… It’s bad for me. Also, whenever I want to do something, I always think of others first before myself which is why it’s hard for me to make a decision most of the time. The major decision that I had made recently actually took me more than a year of considerations, even now I’m still not 100% sure. In fact, I’m learning to be more selfish now. *blek*
Time to sleep. Good night!
My sunglasses spoiled long time ago. I decided to ask my sister to get a pair for me when she went back to UK with my parents since there’s summer sales going on. Great time to shop ;p Branded and quality stuffs were so much more cheaper than what we have here. Even with all the discounts going on here, it’s not going to go any lower than over there.
My dad almost went on a shopping spree. If not because of my mom stopping him, he would be coming back with tonnes of branded stuffs which he didn’t even want to touch back home. That’s because with the budget that he is willing to spend here can actually get him better quality products there for example a pair of shoes. He will never bother to check out on Clarks here but he bought a pair there, discounted price and still much cheaper than back here after discount. Some more his size was available!
I was even told that he wanted to buy a branded matching set of luggage/bag for my mom and I but my mom stopped him from buying. Now… I guess he understands how my sister has been spending his money all these years ;p
Let’s say I have RM80. Here, I can’t get anything decent but lousy quality clothes; there, with RM80 I could get more than one branded clothes and better quality of course. Well, this only applies when you do not purposely fly there to shop, I’m not that rich *LOL* A return trip costs about RM4000+/person!
Anyway, back to the sunglasses.
Took her quite awhile to find one for me after going around the UK. She ended up getting me a Pilgrim. It was on discount. Original price was almost £80, after discount, it’s only £12+. Can you even get such price here?!?
Hehehe… Camwhored!
Next, my dad bought another two pairs from Boots at Newcastle airport. It was on some sort of offer, if not mistaken it was buy 2 pairs at the price of 1. So… I got 3 pairs of sunglasses! I don’t think I’ll use all of them, gonna give one pair to my brother. Original price was £22/pair.
Something different there…
Camwhored again! ;p Ignore the price tags hehehe…
Another pair, just a normal pair, silver in colour.
That’s how I ended with 3 pairs of sunglasses when I only asked for one. At least it’s useful, I seriously need it next year.