Category: Heart Matters

Matters of the Heart.

Oh Hello!?!? My Time Is Not Only For You!

June 29, 2008June 30, 2008 sweet surrender 14 Comments

Allow me to rant as I’m running out of things to blog or rather a bit lazy to find a topic hahaha… You can visit irenelaw.com or irenelaw.net as there’s some updates there 😛

DAMN! I’m so piss with some people. Met a lot lately. Don’t be perasan ok?!?! I’m not referring to you. If you feel it, then think about it, you think what you’re doing is right? Maybe… As you only think of yourself.

I so hate people wanting to meet me last minute without making an appointment(be it work or personal matter) with me or not bother to ask me whether I’m convenient or not and just assume that one phone call would get me flying to their way to serve or meet them! Then when I rejected, they would summarise that I didn’t have any dedication in whatever I’m doing or I didn’t give them face as a friend. Excuseeee me! Who do you think you are?!?! You are busy, I’m not busy?

If it’s personal matter, it would depend on my mood. The worst is in work as they think that you must follow what they said as they are the one paying you. I’m sure we all have experiences with people like this. We all hate it!

Being in this field(you know what I work as, if you don’t then hahaha… Find out for yourself) for 4 years going on to 5 years, I had encountered many people like this. Usually people like this will give you many unwanted troubles and non-sense. I wouldn’t bother to entertain them anymore. It just can’t justify the cost I’m spending be it monetarily, mentally, and physically.

No dedication? Bo xim? You better check on yourself. If you do have dedication or “wu xim”, then you should make an effort to block a time with me to meet up with me instead of giving me a call any time, any place and expect me to meet you right after the phone call. Of course, I won’t give in if this happen unless it’s life and death situation. I never give in to request like this. I have to protect my own interest, I also have my own things to do, I’m also as busy as you are.

If you tell me that you are busy, you don’t know what time you are free and you will call me when you are free so that we can meet up. Hello?!?!? So, you expect me to wait for your call the whole day and cannot tend to my own things or have to give up on other appointment(s) just because I have to meet you? If you don’t call the whole day or call at the very last moment saying that you can’t seem to find time to meet me then you are only wasting my time!

I know I can go ahead with my own agendas but what if by the time you call me, I’m not convenient to answer your call or I’m in another meeting with other people, then how? That’s why it’s important to make an appointment in advance, block a time so that we can both spare that amount of time to meet up and dedicate ourselves to what we want to do.

So? You think people like this is dedicated and very wu xim? Do you like to waste your time with this kind of people? Sigh…

From My Angle, Heart Matters

Back To School?

May 16, 2008May 16, 2008 sweet surrender 17 Comments

Streamyx was so bad yesterday… Totally no line at night. The line was only back after I made 5 calls! Well… Not to blame them, as my phone is not near my computer so I had to troubleshoot it first before calling them back again, you know… To give them the error number, they insisted on the error number. Only during the last final call to log a final report as all attempts failed, when they were processing the report, out of sudden the line came back.

For those of you whose been following my blog for the passed years, I’m sure you know that I want to get a Master degree from overseas very badly but due to various circumstances, I didn’t go for it. Now, I found a course in a local college that offers part time course that seemed interesting and quite flexible I should say. It’s not a Master degree but a diploma which is totally unrelated to what I’m doing now and my previous education background. It’s Diploma in Early Childhood Education! Hahaha… How’s that? Shock? Irene and children seem not quite right, frankly I’m quite afraid of children especially those that started to know how to talk! 😛 Then why I want to go for it?

1. I did consider about taking this Master degree in the UK as my result of my degree can’t let me go for other courses that I want due to my bad result 😛 Second Lower Class Honours, it sucks hahaha… This is the only Master degree that accept an honour degree like mine hahaha… The problem is that it’s in UK. No money… Also there’s a responsibility and commitment that I can’t let go like nobody business.

2. My dad told me about this course few days back and I decided to find out more about it yesterday. It’s from USQ, it will take 2 years to complete the diploma. Classes only on every Saturday and Sunday afternoon, 4 hours per day, 8 hours per week which isn’t that bad. Only 2 subjects per semester. Seems quite relax as my previous e-learning is much hectic than this which was 3-4 subjects per semester, everything had to be done on my own, there’s no physical class, only a scheduled chat session with the facilitators in UK and could only interact in forum with my e-classmates.

3. I might be able to use this as a stepping stone to gain an Aus PR as I can go for my degree in USQ if I want to and then after studying there I can try to apply for PR. At least there is something to start with. This is just a plan only… Will I be going? That will be another story in the future.

4. I don’t like night time classes, it’s not easy to find day time classes for part time studies.

5. The syllabus looks interesting.

If I am to go for this course, then…

1. My weekend afternoons for the next 2 years would be gone!! I can no longer hang out with my friends. This is the usual time I am able to hang out with them, night time usually they have their own activities.

2. I will miss various public events that are hold in the weekend for the next 2 years! I’m going to be so outdated!! :p

3. I have to fund my own studies. The course fee is about RM12K+, installment is available. There’s good and bad about it which is one of the thing I’ve been pondering about that make me can’t decided whether I should go for it or not. Will explain later.

4. My dream of getting a DSLR will have to be postponed. No more money for this. I need the money for my course fee.

5. My travel plan to UK and other places might not be able to be executed due to my studies, exams, assignments, works and there won’t be money to go also! I won’t be able to plan early holidays and go anytime I want just like now. My Penang trip on 16th-20th October(anyone want to meet?) will have a bit of problem, I’m worry that it might clash with the exams as the exam time is end of October -.-” Obviously I will miss 2 classes. However, I asked them already, they said if exam clashes I can rearrange my exam time but then how to enjoy like this!?!? *LOL*

Oh dear… There goes my social life… 🙁 For 2 freaking years!! These are the factors that make me don’t know how to decide. How!?!?

Heart Matters

Lazy… Sien lar…

March 6, 2008March 7, 2008 sweet surrender 4 Comments

I’m sure some of you have been waiting for my update. I thought of updating something but I’m lazy… I feel very tired, I’m not in very good mood… I have no idea what to update for the time being though there are lots of things to update. How contradicting?!?!

Got so fed up with all these election thinggy. The poster wars, the talks, the insults, the rumours of all the contesting parties are getting on my nerve! Like hello?!?! Why all of you kept repeating “pek mo“, “pek mo“, “inflation”, “inflation”, “corruptions”, “corruptions”, “education”, “education”…? Once or twice is pretty amusing but it’s really sien now wei! Nothing new anymore? How pathetic!?!!

Besides, will you just shoot among yourself instead of dragging other parties that are not related to any politcal party into your fights, even personal attacks!!?!? We all know some of them are not doing their job and doing things against the law but please stay within your limit and boundary. Freedom with no law and boundary is not freedom! Now! All of you are just a bunch of clowns and trying hard to impress but sorry lar… Too much of something is BAD! Really sick of you people!

Luckily… All these are going to end soon. I think most of us already know the result already even before we vote. Anyway, whatever outcome it is, I’m still stuck in the same place as I am since few years back and not going anywhere, it sucks! Sien lar… If only I can leave everything behind and run away… I miss you… 🙁

Heart Matters, Randomness

My Third Nail Art Project

February 26, 2008February 26, 2008 sweet surrender 12 Comments

Quick update here… Just to show you my third nail porject hehehe… Overdo it again :p Did it 2 days before CNY. Supposed to keep it as minimal as possible with white and pink but ended up so crampy and colourful.

Will be back to update another post if I’m in the mood. I feel no mood to do anything lately and feel really lost on what to do with my life, my future, things seemed uncertain, things seemed going no where… Sigh…

Don’t ask me why. I don’t know. Don’t ask me am I all right or do I need anything. I don’t need it. Just shut up and mind your own business. Please… When I’m down, when my mood is bad, don’t bombard me with all those questions. If I want to tell you, I will tell you without you even asking me what’s wrong. I know that you care but I don’t like it. If you do care, all you need to do is just shut up and play far far, don’t disturb me.

Thank you.

Hmmm… I wonder why lately so many people so stress out? I’m not the only one, it’s only the beginnig of the year!! *SHRUG*

Girl Stuffs, Heart Matters

3 Years Passed…

December 26, 2007December 27, 2007 sweet surrender 9 Comments

I still can’t complete my love story. So sorry… So busy, I have so many things to settle before I go on a 6-day holiday in Genting & KL next year.

3 years, time flies, life still goes on, memories linger on. Say long, it’s not long; say short, it’s not short. I did not have the chance to pay you the last respect. I hope one day I have the chance *SHRUG*. It’s not that I’m still holding on to you, it’s just an act of respect to thank you for all that you’ve done. You taught me how to be a better person in life. I’m glad that I’d met you though it’s short, the impact is great. Memories are fading now. Everything happens for a reason. I’m sure there’s something better waiting for me.

To someone… I know you will be reading this, maybe not today but coming weeks or days. You know who you are. You are who you are to me, I won’t put you under his shadow. As usual… Miss you 😉

Heart Matters