Category: Heart Matters

I got the green light, it’s now waiting for some of the final stuffs to be settled. The last part will be paying the money and that’s it! In more or less half year later, there will be one HUGE change. You’ll know by then. For that following one year, it will be one expensive adventure and whether will I get the return from the investment, we’ll have to see by then because I am so not sure yet. It will only be clearer when I’m in the shoe but at the same time there will be many things that I have to put aside, at the same time I hope to make arrangement to certain stuffs so that things will not end there in case I fail to get the return of investment. Even if I do get the return, those things still have to be maintained.

I don’t want to think so much and be a bit more selfish for now else I might chicken out last minute. Must stand firm on my decision. Come, come la… Die diu die lo… Rather than letting go of the chance and regret for the rest of my life.

Oh dear… I went to get more information today and stumbled upon some information on the Internet just now regarding my plan, I think I hit a road block now. It’s not what I’ve expected. Have to consider my option further. Sigh… So many things have to consider.

Well… Maybe I shouldn’t worry too much as eventually things will fall into place? Just like what happened few days ago. I guess I’ll just put it aside for now as I have more important things to tend to.

Some issues had been bothering me for quite awhile and finally I got the answer today and I’m thrilled! Didn’t expect such offer is given to me. That really is going to save me time and money tremendously!

So now, I have to do some research and compile whatever questions I have in mind before giving my final decision. I will take it for sure, must! Let go of this one chance, there will never be second chance.

I’m quite excited for now.

I don’t know… What am I getting myself into? I’m not going to tell you story or relate it to you hahaha… I’m just talking to myself.

It’s been almost 5 years and I really have no idea will it works or not but putting my trust, effort and hope in it and standing by it, waiting… Hoping that it will work out. It’s not easy, it takes two to tango.

Then there’s another thing I’m trying to do, I’m almost there but I’m clueless and insecure at the same time because I’ve been staying in my comfort zone for too long. Furthermore, there are some commitments that I have to take care of at the same time without ending it after putting more than 5 years of work on it. This is going to be a huge leap and I hope that this thing will work out as planned and at the same time will bring the other matter I mentioned earlier in the post to a better position.

Whatever it is, I must start working on my assignment tomorrow before another coming. I’ve been procrastinate too much and was busy with some works on hand.