Year: 2008

Lazy… Sien lar…

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I’m sure some of you have been waiting for my update. I thought of updating something but I’m lazy… I feel very tired, I’m not in very good mood… I have no idea what to update for the time being though there are lots of things to update. How contradicting?!?!

Got so fed up with all these election thinggy. The poster wars, the talks, the insults, the rumours of all the contesting parties are getting on my nerve! Like hello?!?! Why all of you kept repeating “pek mo“, “pek mo“, “inflation”, “inflation”, “corruptions”, “corruptions”, “education”, “education”…? Once or twice is pretty amusing but it’s really sien now wei! Nothing new anymore? How pathetic!?!!

Besides, will you just shoot among yourself instead of dragging other parties that are not related to any politcal party into your fights, even personal attacks!!?!? We all know some of them are not doing their job and doing things against the law but please stay within your limit and boundary. Freedom with no law and boundary is not freedom! Now! All of you are just a bunch of clowns and trying hard to impress but sorry lar… Too much of something is BAD! Really sick of you people!

Luckily… All these are going to end soon. I think most of us already know the result already even before we vote. Anyway, whatever outcome it is, I’m still stuck in the same place as I am since few years back and not going anywhere, it sucks! Sien lar… If only I can leave everything behind and run away… I miss you… 🙁

Heart Matters, Randomness

Chapter 8: I Feel You…

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…continue from Chapter 7: The Dream

It’s strange how I could feel him. How?

Since he’s a pilot, most of the time he might have to wake up very early in the morning or odd hours either when we were on the same side of the world or the other side of the world to get ready to work. Many times I would wake up in the middle of the night and would try to see what time it was. Then after that I would go back to sleep.

It’s not one time but many times. It’s quite strange. I asked him what he’s been up to when he’s online or called me, he would tell me everything starting from the time he woke up. That’s how I realised those were the times when I woke up in the middle of the night to look at the clock, those were actually the time he woke up!

Besides that, sometimes, out of sudden I would have butterflies in my stomach. I had no idea why until I found out from our conversation either online or on the phone that I had butterflies in my stomach when he thought of me! *BLUSH* I didn’t tell him anything about this. He’s the one that told me he had thought of me during so and so time. Those were the times the butteflies attacked me!

There were also times I actually woke up in the middle of the night because of the butteflies! While I was sleeping, he’s working, flying long haul on the B744. During his flight, when there’s not much to do in the cockpit, he would think of me and smile to himself. His co-pilot would sometimes tease him about it. That’s the time I would wake up suddenly because my stomach was full of butterflies! Also, when he’s at the other side of the world, wide awake and thought of me, I would wake up suddenly because of that feeling too.

After so many experiences like this, I was sure that I could feel him. I did tell him about it after quite sometimes and of course we’re happy about it. He never felt me though… I guess… He never told me about it except telling me that he thought of me and he missed me.

This is one amazing thing that could happen when you are in love. Isn’t love a beautiful thing?

To be continued…

1st Love, Specials

Benefit The Lana Look Creaseless Cream Shadow-Liner

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Hehehe… Another review of beauty product. This time I’m going to share my experience with you on Benefit The Lana Look Creaseless Cream Shadow-Liner(the contest was to win Benefit Silky Powder Eyeshadows but I’m given Benefit The Lana Look Creaseless Cream Shadow-Liner, just found out from the Internet hehehe…). Won it last year in the Faces+Advertlets contest.


I picked Lana Look (light neutral shades). I used it many times already, I’m sure you didn’t notice it hehehe… Well… It’s so neutral that’s why but I can see it. In fact I like the colour, very natural. I don’t like bright or dark colours for my eye makeup. I’m always going for natural colour to accentuate the feature instead of showing off colours.

Here’s what I got from Macy*s and it’s just what I’m thinking:

The Lana Look is light neutrals.“Going for a no-makeup look? Light neutrals are your shades!”—Lana-I want makeup that’s hassle free.-My makeup bag contains a few beauty items.-I like that “no-makeup” makeup look.

The boxes are so pretty! According to my sis, this is very expensive in UK. I checked Macy*s site too and it’s USD18 per colour!! WOW! Expensive! I’ve never use such expensive thing. Hehehe… All my makeups are from pharmacies or supermarkets hehehe… I’ve never buy any from the counter.


Usually when you buy makeup, you’ll get boring names like beige, coral red, pink etc. As for Benefit Silky Powder Eyeshadows, you don’t get all these. You get Birthday Suit, RSVP and My Date’s My Brother. Frankly, I still have problem remembering what colour they are from looking at the boxes, I have to open them one by one to find the colour that I want hahaha… At least now I can recognise one, My Date’s My Brother is pink hahaha… Yes, I still keep them in the boxes, the boxes are too cute to throw away.

You can use one shade at a time or two shades at a time or all 3 shades at a time. It’s up to you.



(I had difficulty taking photos of the colours on my eyes, all drowned by the flash. If no flash, then it’s blurred till you can’t see anything)
Left: Birthday Suit, I like this colour a lot! They describe the colour as “brushed chrome”. It’s very easy to blend, smooth and silky. Great colour for the base or highlight or as a colour on its own.

Middle: RSVP, brownish colour. It’s quite hard to blend. It’s not smooth and silky like Birthday Suit.

Right(ignore that strip one my eyelid :p It’s double eyelid tape, I will blog about the new one I bought when I’m free hehehe…): My Date’s My Brother, I like this also. The pink colour is sheer and doesn’t make my eye looked puffy. It’s not easy to blend also.

I found out that the formula can dry up easily if you don’t close the cover tightly. That might be the cause of blending difficulty. I might have exposed them for a bit too long to the fan when I’m taking photos of them!! Oh dear… It can be used just a bit hard to blend and take a bit of time.

Since the colours are very neutral, you have to apply many times to build up the colour intensity which will take quite a bit of time. This is because you have to let the first layer set first before applying another layer. The more intense you want, the longer time you will need. However, it’s worth it as the effect is very nice and with one colour you can turn them into shades that is light to darker shades. As if you are using more than one colours. They don’t crease at all!!

It’s also an eyeliner!! However, I still haven’t master the skills and techniques to achieve the eye liner effect. It needs quite a lot of practice. Also I don’t have the brush for it too. I’ve been applying them using cotton buds and blend with my fingers 😛

Just one thing I don’t like about them, the smells, not sure how to describe them, each colour has different smell. To some people, they might smell sweet but not me, a bit too empowering for me.

Other than that, it’s great eyeshadow to have but on the high end, good thing I got it for free 😛

P/S: The photos are showing almost the actual size of the eyeshadows.

Girl Stuffs, Review It!

Madam Tang’s, Lunch With My Family

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Went to lunch with my family last Sunday at Madam Tang’s at Petanak. Since my mom and bro had not been there before, we went there.


Left: I ordered their regular nasi lemak(RM3.20) because I’ve never try other food from there except their laksa. NOT NICE ONE! Who says it’s nice!?!? The worst nasi lemak I ever had. The one I had in LCCT was way better than this!
Right: Regular beef noodle(RM4.80), this one is OK, many people like it. As for me, nothing tor rave about just OK. It’s more on the sweeter note instead of salty.


Left: Their regular laksa(RM4.50), GOSH! It’s so different from what I had all these while -.-” I think they added water to it, so diluted and tasted different. They might be running low on the laksa gravy as we were there for late lunch. Ew…
Right: Coconut jelly(RM1.20), lots of sugar -.-“

OUCH! I’ve never done such bad review on Madam Tang’s before, all these while it’s either good or neutral but this time… Oh dear… What’s wrong with them?!?!?

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