I don’t know… I have no idea it’s hatred or disappointment but I guess it doesn’t matter.
I finally made up my mind that I am going to do it and had taken the first step. The hatred or disappointment sucks to max indeed but at the same time it motivated me to just go ahead to do it as there is no point linger with it when people doesn’t even care about my feelings.
Now! What most important is ME! Not them, not him, not her, not you, it’s ME! ME, MYSELF, & I! Geddit!?!? I’m going to be as selfish as I can on my own feelings starting from now on!