GOSH! Time is flying sooooooo fast! Please stop!! I’ve been spending my time in the computer pool these days a lot, way beyond my usual time. Usually I would head back before 6pm, now I’ll stay till after 6pm, these two days, I stayed till after 9.30pm just to try to work on my assignment which I should complete within this week because I need to start preparing for exam next week, no exam break some more. Exam will be around mid September. I’m not the last minute type, I need at least 2 weeks to prepare for exam. It felt like I had just started my second study period(back in July) and now it’s ending! Then, after exam, no holiday, it’s a new study period again.
I know I won’t be doing much of my assignment at home, so I forced myself to stay back in the computer pool to work on it. Besides, there’s nothing to look forward to when going home unlike last time and will only feel sorry for myself. Soooo pathetic. Not asking for more, all I want is to head home to have someone to look forward to or at least a phone call to wait. Sigh… So used to have someone around whenever I need ever since I’m here, now I’m alone again… Trying to realign my life and realized that how narrow my social circle here is. In the process of trying to expand it by trying to get myself involve in as many things as possible. Even when I’m not busy, I pretend to be busy. That’s so pathetic don’t you think?
My meal time is screwed too. Well… That’s because I went there after work (work ended after 2.30pm), had my lunch in the computer pool at around 3.30pm. Then, when reached home, it’s almost 10pm, after cooking, eating, watching a bit of TV to relax and showered, it’s already 12am.
Skin condition isn’t that great too, tiny little pimples are popping up here and there. Sigh… It’s not an easy study period and coupled with some personal problems, it’s making it worst. Even though I do have two friends (suffering same problem as I do ;p) who can share my ups and downs with, still some of the things still need time.
Today is the graduation day of uni. It got me thinking whether I should apply for tourist visa after my study so that I can attend the graduation. This will mean I will get to stay till October 2012, if I calculate it correctly hahaha… I missed my bachelor degree’s graduation, I’m not sure I want to miss my post graduate’s. Some more, this is different because it’s not in Malaysia. Also, I’m not sure whether should I go on to do another 4 subjects to get a Master because of one subject, that’s accounting! Things will be easier if it’s not for moolah issue ;p
Anyway, I must head to bed now. Been sleeping at around 1am these days and wake up around 8am but will sleep back until 10am when there’s no class to attend -.-” Bad, bad, bad… Oh well… Only during Fridays and Saturdays because these are the days I have no classes and work.
Enjoy the weekend everyone! I’ll be just at home slaving away to do my assignment.