Not going to update anything today but this. Meanwhile I’m compiling two recipes for the next two days update.
I really don’t know what is wrong with me today. I shouldn’t have done that. I’m not proud with what I’ve done. You helped me with something today and I didn’t appreciate it instead I hurt you.
I was thinking of just playing with you but I didn’t expect I actually got all serious and did that to you. Maybe it’s the anger, dissapointments, hurts and dissatisfactions that I’m having for quite sometimes towards you and finally all hell broke lose today.
Seriously, I don’t know which sentence of yours that trigger such bizzare act from me. Even I tried to recall and I still don’t know how it started. From the beginning until today, we don’t even have time or even the chance to sit down and have a heart to heart talk.
I know you are very angry with me now. You might not even want to see me anymore. Maybe you are better off without me in your life as I only know how to hurt you and give you all the troubles. I don’t know… Only you will know.
What’s done is done, I can’t turn back anything. All I can say now is
Whether you want to accept it or not, it’s all up to you. I can’t say anything and I can’t force you to accept my apology too.
No matter what, I want to say thank you for all that you’ve done for me.