Matter is getting a bit too much for me to handle now. My sixth sense is always very accurate, most of the time my dreams are telling me something which are very straight forward, no need to decipher at all. Yet, I always don’t want to believe them, always think that maybe I’m just thinking too much. In fact, I don’t have to think at all, they’ll always just popped out of nowhere in my mind and it would keep playing in my mind until the truth came out.
It sucks when you thought that you are doing the right thing but at the end you realized that opportunity had just slipped away. Everytime when it’s here, I didn’t appreciate it or grab it soon enough. I always like to analyze the situation from every aspect. Once I sorted them out, the opportunity is gone! Instead if I leap into it now, it might just ruin everything and just makes matter worst. I don’t know… Sigh… Time is running out for sure. It’s not the first time, when will I learn??!?! I’m very piss with myself now. I’m so screwed!