No Confidence

If you notice, I haven’t update for quite awhile. I’ve been pretty busy revising for my one last subject which is accounting. The subject I fear the most because I just can’t seem to grasp it ever since secondary school. That’s why I was never in commerce stream or do anything that requires me to tinker with accounting until now.

In fact, I’m supposed to be able to escape this subject but I changed my program. I have no choice, it’s a compulsory subject. Because I knew that I can fully concentrate on this subject, that’s why I decided to take the plunge to switch from studying graduate diploma to master. Now, this is my last subject, my last study period. I purposely arranged this subject to be the last one and the only one to study so that I can dedicate myself to it.

I’m so glad this is the only subject else I think I will be in very deep shit. Usually exam is one week after the last class but this doesn’t work this way! Less than a week from the last class. Suckssss… I’ve been struggling to understand it and keep an open mind. Still… Sigh… So many years of studying, I never had any problem but this one sure is killing me mentally and emotionally. Worst, I must pass this exam to pass the subject, no matter how good is my assignment’s grade, if I fail my exam, I won’t be able to graduate and have to sit for it again in December 🙁 Tried doing as much exercise as possible but still not able to do well.

I have about 2 days to go, hopefully things will get better. I’m on the verge of giving up just now sigh… I just need a pass, it doesn’t sound so hard but I tried doing the sample exam, I couldn’t even get near to the passing mark -.-

I know I can do it! Writing this just to take a break. Hang in there! After this, really have to let loose and enjoy my looooong holiday!

One last thing, I’m going home for holiday in a month time! YAY! Kuching, see you soon!