Should I end it or not? How long more can I stand? Maybe I should ignore and just do whatever I like as I have no say in anything anymore. It seems like it’s getting worst each day. Too bad, I can’t end it. It is not as easy as it seems unless some other things open up another road for me then I can leave it behind and fly away.
All because of this one thing, it is enough to screw everything that I had planned. Just as things are progressing well, the future seems promising but this one thing comes and messes and distracts everything in the plan. You sucks!
Everything is now control by that one thing. Every single step and every single decision made is all control by this one thing. Sadly, this one thing only brings limitations and has no benefit at all.
If only everything can go back as it used to be or at least this one thing is something that brings something good to everything.
Should I or should I not? Frankly I have no answer for now. All I know is that I’m very very disappointed with what is happening.