July is Coming…

How time flies… We are going into the 7th month of 2009. Soon 2010 will be here in no time!

I haven’t fill my income tax form! -.-”

Must get my assignments done within next week.

Another randomness before I go to bed. Too many things to do and got too much distractions. That’s why you see another randomness from me.

It seems like wedding bells are ringing around the corner from people that I know and also people that I know but don’t know me ;p I will have one to attend next Saturday but the funny thing is that it’s the wedding of my friend’s brother instead of his *LOL* When he invited us to go, we were like, “it’s not your wedding, it’s your bro’s. So weird!”

Come to think of it… Somebody(you know who you are ;p) shot me the question yesterday, “Irene! When are you getting married?”, I was stunned and didn’t know how to answer. The fact is that I don’t know and I don’t think I’m even ready for a marriage life. I still have lots of things to accomplish. If I am to get married, many things cannot be done anymore because I’ll be somebody’s wife and my priority and responsibility will be totally changed unless my husband can help me fulfill whatever that I didn’t get to fulfill before marrying him hahaha… If that is possible, then why not? Still, I’m not ready for marriage life hehehe…

Sometimes I envied those friends who got married or have their bf or gf with them but sometimes I feel that I’m so lucky that I have my full freedom to do anything I want without the needs to explain to anyone except my parents ;p Well… Even if I want to tell him, I seldom got the chance, the most I’ll do is just send him an e-mail, then again I will never do something that I am not supposed to do, trust is very important.

However, the thing I hate most with certain people that are attached is that they change. They change into a total stranger even though you had known them for ages! Things that they used to believe and like before now become something “illegal” that as if can cost them their lives and things that they used to hate so much and swore that they will never want to do them even you threatened to “kill” them suddenly become not a big deal.

Problem is that, most of time, you can feel that they are not doing it “naturally”. It feels pretentious and as if being forced. You can see the whole thing affecting other aspects of their lives and people around them too. Isn’t a relationship makes people a better person but how come it makes people loss their identity and got worst? All their good values are gone. Maybe too blind, or too desperate, or too clingy, or too insecure, whatever!

Not only that, they also started to like to talk a lot of hmmm… How to say in English? In Chinese is “feng liang hua”. Really cannot stand this kind of people.

For example:
A: Sigh… I don’t have a bf/gf, I wish I have one, my life is so incomplete and meaningless.
B: Aiya… Last time I also didn’t have bf/gf but still ok and could live, no problem one.

Yeah right!??! You can say like this now coz you have one. If you don’t have one, I’m sure you won’t say like this. You will surely lament about being incomplete and meaningless too.

Ah well…

All right! Time to sleep. Good night!