Supposed to post it on 3rd March but was too occupied with things and was quite tired.
020313, the day I bid Adelaide goodbye indefinitely. That day was also likely to be the last goodbye, the last hug, and the last conversation I had with the one who sent me to the airport. The night before was our first and last drink of beer together too.
030313, the day I finally reached Kuching. Ending the Australian dream of mine. Short lived and didn’t really end the way I wanted it to but nothing can ever be traded for this experience.
Since the first day I’m back, I found out that people who I thought who were my friends were no longer my friends anymore. I have no idea what I did to piss them off. Yes… I know I left quite a lot of rubbish behind but what else can I do? There is no place for such rubbish to be disposed off, at least I had cleared it from the room and place them all in one place. No one helped me with my packing also. I had apologized while on the way to airport and even when I reached home but both were greeted with silence. Even after so many months, almost a year, I tried to start conversation, even congratulated them on their engagement, and so on but was treated with silence and being ignored. Oh well… Life… Move on… I’m sure that we won’t be crossing path anymore in the future.
It was quite a struggle to settle back home to start everything from scratch but along the way, lots of interesting things came my way. The urge to go back isn’t that strong anymore because it’s quite meaningless in a way now but still miss going back. Damn… So contradicting.
Anyway, enough of this emo crap. Officially back for a year! Hopefully things will get better.
come on chill chill yourself, irene, don emo emo.. do not think back all the past.. must move forward. come out for drinks when free. π
yonglim, hehehe… yea… when free… I wonder when I’ll be free now. My free time would spend sleeping or too tired to move my butt ;p